I can see why people put leading, vague, mellow-dramatic posts on facebook. I am in one of those moods where I am sighing heavily to myself alone in my house and wanting to write things like "excited for this week to be over" or "sure do miss home at times like these", that sort of poor-me shit. But, instead I procrastinated on homework I should have done, listened to the rain attack the shit out of this poor old shed of a house, took a bath in a bathtub full of dog hair and drank a Hamms tallboy. It's been a day of terse conversations, lots of driving, and more than a little bit of thought on my re-take at work tomorrow. I haven't studied much for it because I feel like I understand what I need to do, I just felt like that the first time too. So we'll see. And Lent started today. I was never confirmed as a Catholic and haven't stepped foot in mass since I was a kiddo and have no desire to return to the Church, but something about the consistency of religion has me wanting to kick a dirty habit in celebration of Christ. And I have plenty of dirty habits to chose from. I chose the hardest and today was a real test of whether or not I actually feel like sticking to this agenda. So far so God.

I think I am going to go to bed. A) blogging in general is stupid B) computers, in general, are stupid C) talking about yourself is narcissistic and I've done a lot of it today already and D) I need to get up in 7 hours. Goodnight Internet.